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2005-10-03T21:59:00.000-07:00

homecoming this saturday!!!! (and SAT's) So its gonna be sort of a bittersweet day. haha. Pix at CTC, so anyone who's coming be there.To Ms. Lee <33-I'm glad i was able to make you feel special with what i did for you. Thank you for everything and God bless you always. Finally! A chance to talk with each other in person for more than 20 minutes, lol! I hope we have lots of fun (hehehe wat are u

2005-09-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

it's all good now....

2005-09-20T20:14:00.000-07:00

crap, shit, and every other freakin cuss word man has created on this earth. That's it, I am offically the worst friend ever....NEVER get close to me, cause i'll just cause pain in u're life with my mistakes....shit..i feel like crying........man... I can't believe it.. that's it...its totally certain. I am the worst person living on this earth.I just wanna....i just wanna die right now....I'm

2005-09-10T08:55:00.000-07:00

to someone special~i know that i've kept things from you, and i know that's caused you to question how important you are to me. But i don't want it to be that way. You are way too important to me for that.So thats it then. No more secrets, from now on you will be told everything that's in my heart, and all i ask for in return is that you come to me whenever u need a shoulder to lean on. I can't

2005-09-08T22:10:00.000-07:00

happy 2 months sweetheart...i love you so much... hopefully in the coming years we'll be able to look at each other and smile, sharing the love between us and knowing that what we have is true. God has blessed our relationship, and i thank you for all the memories that i now cherish in my soul forever. God must be with you, because you're the closest thing to an angel i've ever met....I love you~

2005-09-04T21:36:00.000-07:00

hello. this is vivian hahn. you guys don`t know me...but...yeah. i`m updating for mister patrick right now. sooooo today...he wasn`t at church. he was at san diego. it was fun. yes it was. but i don`t know. i`m not sure. ANYWAYS. to bad you missed out. today johnny talked about fellowship. and after we prayed for eachother. it was fun. but hope you had fun at san diego. heard you saw jessica lee.

2005-08-20T17:11:00.000-07:00

welcome back from retreat guys...i wish i could've gone....i wish....

2005-08-03T17:33:00.000-07:00

I can't believe school starts in less than a month. It's such a depressing thought..haha. O well.Retreat is coming, but i can't go cause of band...am i pissed? Why yes i am!!I love you so much...Hey dweeb, we're gonna be best friends forever...don't worry at all. I promise i'll take care of you always.Summer is awesome.Drumming time almost here. Practicing about 1-2 hours every day.I miss my

2005-07-11T16:10:00.000-07:00

hey everyone! how's u're summer going? I hope u're all relaxing and resting, cause next year is gonna be....well lets not talk about it :].Ventura retreat was awesome :]. Even maybe a little crazy, ahah water balloon war w00t w00t!Thanks for the great time everyone :]. Especially u, my lil dork haha. I hope that all the kids we met were blessed through God's work...hm..i miss the seniors, church

2005-07-05T23:34:00.000-07:00

so exhausted...just about life in general. I don't really know what to do anymore. Sorry guys, but if someone close to me is depressed, it just makes me so down and low. I feel like i failed that person as a friend...Sorry all, i promise to be more happy, after all, people like it when u're happy right?....we need to talk

2005-06-21T18:34:00.000-07:00

hi everybody. I'm at church, watching everyone pick on albert. It's funny. I figure he just radiates this aroma that causes people to want to pick on him.Drumline tomorrow, its gonna rock!!! if any freshies are out there u better show up or i shall totally destroy you.DCI!!!! w00000tvym vbs...its so just...tiring, but i noe it'll be rewarding.I love albert, he's such a little moron. Everyone just

2005-06-15T18:20:00.000-07:00

There once was a boy named Joseph. He was a young child, not very old, and therefore had not grasped knowledge of the world quite yet. Fortunately, he was bright, willing to learn, and had a quiet sort of passion in his heart. He was popular despite his silence, as he was kind to all elders and friends. His family was steady, with a mom, a sister, and a father. Joseph maintained a very peaceful

2005-06-14T18:34:00.000-07:00

tired of life....God, please help me. I feel sort of swept away from you over the past weeks.U're my best friend..and more, thanks for everything. Lotsa love...hey, u totally lost...i won.i'm gonna miss you...thanks everyone for sticking by me...

2005-05-31T18:46:00.000-07:00

What is the meaning of the word love?Why do we feel love in such a painful world....tired these days...very confused with life13 days...then i'm outta troy for good.you know what has really good music? the soundtrack to the mighty ducks movie. download it :].We agreed to change things but they never changed, why did we even talk that day if nothing was going to happen?Hope everyone had fun at

2005-05-22T11:18:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the great party everyone. It was the best ever... heh a lot of memories there, i took lyk a 4 hour shower...rofl!!!Oh, and thanks to a special someone for allowing me to cry with them...you are truly my best friend, and i never want to lose you :]. I love you okay? i don't noe if u believe me, or if u even return the love, but i don't really care. I love you..nothing can change that.

2005-05-15T21:26:00.000-07:00

wssup all. Hope everyone had a blessed weekend. I know mine was inSANE!!! faces of fullerton was cool. Very busy and crazy, but totally satisfying. Church today was good...Jessica is gonna owe me dinner, and CAFE NIGHT, EVERYONE HAS TO COME....um...school starting again...i don't want my chem test back, please not tomorrow. my grades suxors right now...heh o well. NEXT YEAR I SHALL GET STRAIGHT

2005-05-02T19:40:00.000-07:00

this is something i wrote today...just telling some of my feelings right now....sorry if i've been acting weird..LOSSWalking alone, brush branches awayScream at myself, this can't end today;Blinking away, the tears of the pastMemories flow back, but none of them last.Cannot be true, I gave up too muchWhy do i long, for life's gentle touch;How could you think I would see it your wayWe both saw it

2005-04-25T18:00:00.000-07:00

im gonna just put a short post right now, cause its STAR9 week.school is crap, i have 2 C's this cannot be happening...i don't talk to you anymore, i don't noe if best friends should be like this, i like to say we'll be friends forever, but now they are starting to feel more like words than feelings.Drumline HELLZ YEA, we're gonna rock out this world on saturday, anyone that wants to come, its at

2005-03-29T19:29:00.000-08:00

Hey everyone.My goodness, these last few days have been INSANE. haha so much crap has happened, and i just realized my family visits my blog! HI MOM!!! haha, how does that feel, knowing that your family is watching whatever you say? interesting feeling. Hi dad! welcome to my blog! feel free to look around and do ANYTHING you want! enjoy my thoughts! yay! 0_o;;haha, so anyways, life is so awesome.

2005-03-22T18:52:00.000-08:00

hey everyone, i think i shall post now before i go eat dinner.Anywayz, life has been....okay i guess...sorta depressing. Yesterday i had the biggest headache i've ever had. My mom got worried cause she said it might be that thing i had in 8th grade...meh. I don't even noe y i'm talking about this, nobody knows what happened anyways. Don't u hate it when people seem to make drama JUST for you??

2005-03-06T19:47:00.000-08:00

10 best feelings in life1. The feeling of the breeze as you close your eyes and lean against a tree on a warm summer's day....2. The feeling when you know people care about you no matter how stupid you are...3. The feeling of waking up, looking outside, and seeing the snow softly fall to the ground...4. The feeling of sitting against a warm fire in the evening while it is snowing outside...5. The

2005-03-01T21:16:00.000-08:00

I found this list of drumline "terms" online, and I thought they were totally awesome. Some of them were more um....derogatory or WATEVER, so i edited those out. Sorry!1. Ashtray Hand- When the left hand (traditional grip) of a snare player is facing up, looking like an ashtray. Also-(the) Chef, Geriatric2. Bag- 1. Anything which is horrible. “That drumline was the bag!” 2. The worst player in a

2005-03-01T19:13:00.001-08:00

bass rocks with the beat, snare keeps it flowing to give some color, tenors find the groove and keep the music singing ...

2005-03-01T19:13:00.000-08:00

this is the best quote about drumline ever. I found it and sorta....spiced it up so i hope it works good."bass rocks with the beat, snares keep the flow and give the drive, tenors groove out and keep it moving......

2005-02-28T17:43:00.000-08:00

hi everyone...due to certain PEOPLE..yes i am posting...yaaayy!!!!!! hm....should i change my blog skin? I've had this one for lyk 2 months...just answer in chatterbox yea? hm....so...second semester is actually going good. Can you believe that my mom wants to e-mail my teachers....wtf is that??? thats caring about me....a little TOO much don't u think?? She's lyk...yea....I wanna e-mail your

2005-02-16T21:05:00.000-08:00

Hi everyone, i realized i haven't posted in lyk....a century, so i'm gonna post now....it'll have to be quick thou...i'm sorta...not allowed to be online....heh.......shhhhh....Drumline comp this saturday, can't wait....do i really have to MEMORIZE ALL of dazed and confused.....ugh...better get started.I'm gonna have so much freakin homework tomorrow....no joke....man, i'm gonna cry.....Don't you

2005-02-12T15:32:00.000-08:00

to dad or mom: if you are in here reading about my life, trying to understand me....please get the HELL out of my blog right now....if you're so cowardly that you can't ask me about my life directly and want to go into my mind the back door....get out....now.....to anyone else...: i'm having issues right now with family...sorry...

2005-01-31T21:17:00.000-08:00

UPDATE....that list...its gonna keep getting bigger okay? I'm not done, so if u didn't find your mess yet...don't worry about it... :) don't want another pretty face I don't want just anyone to hold I don't want my love to go to waste I want you and your beautiful soul You're the one I want to chase You're the one I want to hold I won't let another minute go to waste I want you and your

2005-01-22T13:08:00.000-08:00

finals are coming...ugh... must study--- braces are coming off in 2 months...looking forward insanely drumline show==awesome friend.s--much mucho crying, i hate drama weekend--studying....trying to resist temptation to play computer phone--old friends reuniting when we sing...hear our songs to you when we dance...feel us move to you when we laugh...fill our smile, with you when we lift our

2005-01-18T21:24:00.000-08:00

HAVE YOU EVER.. 1. kissed your cousin: yes...its my cousin :] 2. ran away: yes i did for lyk a day back in junior high 3. have a picture of your crush naked: wow... <3 4. skipped school: yep 5. broken someone's heart: yep 6. been in love: <3 7. cried when someone died: yea...i don't wanna do that again 8. wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: of course...sheesh 9. broken a bone: nope 10.

2005-01-18T18:50:00.000-08:00

your grace, is enough heaven reaching down on us your grace is enough for me.... your grace is enough im covered in your love your grace is enough for me...

2005-01-15T13:25:00.000-08:00

...im glad u guys are back...u really had me worried. Hope you had fun though. It was a time to think and reflect. Everyone really had time to think about what friend's meant to each other...so...stay home now. Thank you for making me realize how important friends are to me...

2005-01-09T19:06:00.000-08:00

taken(SECRETLY [how the hell do u spell that...] from arthurs xanga...shh....heh, thanks arthur!) ______What is your favorite_______ 1. gum: ....anything that is watermelon flavored! 2. restaurant: is in-n-out a restaurant? 3. drink: o0o00o water or gatorade...or MILKSHAKE oo ill make one now... 4. season: winter :] 5. type of weather: sunny, but with a light breeze and puffy clouds...*dreams*

2005-01-01T10:56:00.000-08:00

Happy 2005 everyone :]. 2004 was hectic and i noe that everyone had some problems here and there, but lets start over with this new year. New adventures and memories to share are waiting to be revealed to everyone, so lets find them! HAHA Yesterday was...the most interesting new years i've ever had. I woke up late, and spoke for lyk an hour about nothing on the phone. It was FUN! Then i changed

2004-12-28T18:46:00.000-08:00

2004-12-26T19:38:00.000-08:00

merry christmas everyone! I was able to meet a friend, and i had the most awesome time in the world. I'm so glad i got to see u again! We better meet again soon. I got a whole lotta gift cards for christmas, but i also go a kool kit for my mp3 player. I luv it! um...to everyone--i hope i see u guys soon! Christmas break is nothing if i can't meet everyone over it! um....mammoth was amazing. I

2004-12-15T18:55:00.000-08:00

ok im posting. :] Be happy everyone! Blah! Anyways...um...yea so imma talk about life kool? School first-- Comp Sci-I think i failed my test(s) omfg...they went so bad...heh, yes. I did do worse than u. Band-Drumline! HELLZ YEA, we're gonna rock this year. I didn't do so good at auditions, but greg knows my skills better than i do, so hey! Euro-I have a test tomorrow. I don't wanna study, so i

2004-12-03T07:50:00.000-08:00

yea...i have some spare time in comp sci....yea its early isn't it? heh, Mr. Allen was talking today while i finished my euro hw. CHEM Test!!! OMFG....imma die...but sample test was easy so yea???? I hope i do good. PC worshops this sunday. I'm so freakin excited! MWAHAHA. Drumline! HIPPIE SHOW! MWAHAHA. Can't wait. First meeting wednesday! Everyone come thats trying out. I'm so weirded out thou

2004-11-22T21:57:00.000-08:00

yes, short post today, i'm not really supposed to be on right now. So.... Savanna--ugh, lets just not talk about yea? Everyone depressed, sick, down, crying, etc...bad memories. Fountain Valley--yea.....i wish troy could be as good as them....people just don't wanna make a commitment to what they do... Math test tomorrow, studied today REALLY HARD....sure....heh. It was fun thou right? well...

2004-11-06T20:04:00.000-08:00

today was so awesome....seriously i had so much fun with you guys. We so should do this more often! HAHA. Incredibles....omg, that was the best movie in the world. I'm so gonna buy that. heh...Anyways, so...today was awesome. Movie..party...friends..games...food...home. Thanks all for coming and hanging today. I seriously have no idea wat i'd do w/o u guys. I would just...lay down and DIE.

2004-11-04T18:50:00.000-08:00

new layout...its girly....so wat....w/e. Depressment...sadness, BUT NO HOMEWORK SO WHO CARES MWAHAHA. yea...imma go to sleep early. No tagboard for a while, just come and look around for a while. I lyk the new link thing. I luv the pic...yea thats about it.. meh....band finally finished the show. Hoorah. I hope we go to santa barbara.. Yea, i must eat dinner. Goodbye all, til next

2004-11-03T18:18:00.000-08:00

Started 6:25 pm 1. I see: the computer screen... 02. I need: sleep....definitely sleep 03. I find: comfort with my friends 04. I want: to join SCV!!!!!! WAT NOW BLUE DEVILS????? 05. I have: ok drumming skills 06. I wish: i could be good enough to join a corps.. 07. I love: hm.... 08. I hate: algebra 2 with mr. koci.... 09. I miss: freshman year... 10. I fear: losing you.... 11. I feel:

2004-10-31T21:48:00.000-08:00

yea...halloween....it was ok...happy halloween all. Went to kristie's for halloween. Ran around a lot, then sat in her room and went to the grudge's official site. Freakin scary. Comp yesterday. We broke 80. Pat's happy. but the judging was so gay. It was size judging. Bigger band=bigger score. So that was really gay. I thought we did good too. I sat in the car thinking about how life was all

2004-10-27T20:33:00.000-07:00

someone was ANNOYING me about not updating. so here i am....be proud of me! Hm.. not much has happened now that i think about it. We lost to la habra in the last football game (no surprise there) and our marching song thingy is....seriously its crap. I have no idea y we're gonna play it, we should just do field show. Hm....i love how people are asking about drumline. I find that totally awesome.

2004-10-19T20:11:00.000-07:00

yea... not a lot of hw tonite, so pat's gonna blog a little bit before...shower or something, i dunno :/ Anyways, band practice today was inside, which was totally awesome. haha, i luved it! And SOME people are already talking about winter formal. i just find that sorta amusing...right?? um..its raining sorta hard right now. I went outside to look at all the worms. Yes....i have no life. I

2004-10-17T21:47:00.000-07:00

yea... this week has been....interesting. I can't believe that we lost hc game....geez. I mean, come on, its HC game Argh. O well. I got to see all the friends that i wasn't able to see for a long time. Ben, esther, Tim...its been a while hasn't it? aha, it was really good to see u guys. i've missed u a lot. Yupyup, the show on friday was pretty crappy. We tore lyk 40 times and were a whole beat

2004-10-10T20:47:00.000-07:00

How will I start Tomorrow without you here Who's heart will guide me When all the answers disappear Is it too late Are you too far gone to stay This one's forever Should never have to go away What will I do You know I'm only half without you How will I make it through If only tears could bring you back to me If only love could find a way What I would do, what I would give If you returned to me

2004-10-06T20:28:00.000-07:00

This year though....so many people are being hurt already. I've heard so many people cry...why is this world so painful? People say pain helps you grow. It helps to make you more mature and become ready for your future. I'd really be fine with a future with no pain. This pain that I see my friends go through...i care about them way too much to not see it. They say its ok...i can see the pain in

2004-09-29T19:48:00.000-07:00

hello everyone....life's been...well...good i guess. at least my social life. all my other "lives", school, home, band, etc...they're all seriously going down the drain (i cannot believe i just used that phrase...X_x;;) anyways, social life's been ok. today i did something really special. i asked someone to homecoming! weeeee! they haven't said yes yet....i really wanna go with them badly, but i

2004-09-27T18:43:00.000-07:00

hey everyone! pat here. not much has been going on, but school's been getting really...tough. I'm getting a whole crapload of hw each day, and my tests...well i noe i can do better. woohooo! kennedy this saturday! BWAHAHA we SHALL KICK ARSE! (love how i avoided the bad word there. ;]) Wellpz band drama has started already, but this time i guess im involved in it. aww come on....doesn't high

2004-09-18T22:29:00.000-07:00

yea.......today is now officially really depressing. My soccer buddy, one of my closest friends, his dad died today. He called me, and he seemed to be taking it alright. I'm praying for their family right now. I hope they make it through this, it must be so hard to lose a father... I'm just asking everyone to pray with me k? Just a little bit would be enough. He's a really good friend of mine,

2004-09-16T21:41:00.000-07:00

1.name- Pat Goh2.age- 14....*sigh*3.b-day- 10/24/894.what do you do in your spare time? study, go online, study, play drums, study, talk on phone, and oh yea, study5.where you were born- northridge, CA6.height- around 6 ft, somewhere give or take a few inches7.weight- ...130 pounds...yes i'm fat8.your adress-i cannot tell anyone due to the fact that i will receive hatemail if i do this9.you phone

2004-09-15T21:20:00.000-07:00

hi all readers. I'm a little stressed right now, so this is my way to get rid of all that stress. I'm sorry if i offend anyone, but i just need to vent....seriously. well school has been okay i guess. my teachers have been nice enough to me. favorite class as of now is english. oh man ms. harper u better teach juniors next year! U're class is good for waking me up. ahah ok enough about that crap

2004-09-09T20:09:00.000-07:00

yes... i have so much hw today, so i am taking a short break to do a little survey i found on someone elses blog. life's been pretty normal, first football game tomorrow; should give me some time to relax and chill with friends. and btw, i miss you all at sunny! OMFG, i can't wait to see u again! haein, i promised, so ill come over and visit sooner or later! tell everyone i miss them! ok little

2004-09-06T19:09:00.000-07:00

hey everyone. im back! heh. sorry it took so long to post. I haven't really been allowed online for a while. Plus school started again so I can't get on much except for aim. My schedule is ok i guess. 0.=Comp Sci 1.=Mrch. Band 2.=Euro 3.=Japanese 2 4.=Alg. 2 5.=Chem 6.=English so its an ok schedule. Keeps me busy. I have really cool teachers. Mr. Koci is ok...i guess..hehe. He says he isn't

2004-08-28T20:40:00.000-07:00

yep. so we had band potluck thingy today. Really awesome. REALLY FREAKIN HOT. lol. then i went to the movies to hang out with friends. imma sorry, but i don't really have much time to blog today. i shall try tomorrow. oh and... SKOOL IS STARTING NEXT WEEK!!!! WHERE THE !@#^!#^!#&@!#&@! DID MY SUMMER GO????

2004-08-21T19:26:00.000-07:00

FINALLY ALLOWED BACK ONLINE! FREAKIN BOUT TIME.....geez....haha. my first entry back shall be to say hi to everyone. band camp started on monday, and its been...well....pretty much hell. really hard work. i noe it will all pay off later on in the year, but i can complain right now and its ok...right?.......right?? last year was ok...decent scores, but this year seems really promising right now.

2004-07-25T14:01:00.000-07:00

yup just came back from camp. Went to San Deigo for about a week and worked on Boy Scout stuff. It was ok i guess. Really freakin hot. Im sunburned now. I feel black. HAha. Um...yea went to church today, and had bread and wine. Then I prayed and almost cried to God about freakin problems. O well. I'm glad i got them out of me. Yea, summer camp was fun, i was supposed to go surfing, but they

2004-07-17T09:22:00.000-07:00

bla. I woke up really early today. And SOMEBODY didn't call me. hehe. um..yea, so yesterday was pretty uneventful. um..did basically nothing the whole day except to go to the bookstore and read for a while. um...what else. OH yea, im leaving for san diego tomorrow at around 10. Gonna stay for boy scouts for around a week. then people are going right after i leave..sheesh. i see how it is, trying

2004-07-16T00:33:00.000-07:00

lol don't worry about it. XD I wanted to find a skin that's pretty so yea. XD;; imma always here for you, pat! :) teehee. :D okily days. it's late. my mum is still not sleeping. can't... call. argh. o_o sorrieeee. nyaha. =p ok. imma gonna pretend that i don't know your password so i won't write in here again. :) Unless I'm tempted to. ... :D lol ok. ja! --- maria o-O

2004-07-15T18:28:00.000-07:00

:] thank you maria for making me the new blog. nyah! hehe. U didn't have to spend so much time on it thou...

2004-07-14T16:45:00.000-07:00

Nyaha. :D --- someone who's not pat o-O

2004-07-14T16:18:00.000-07:00

hey everyone. New skin, and new layout and all. I noe its sorta crowded and the song bugs me a little. If you noe how to change it, please tell me? I really wanna put something else instead of this song, but my html skills only go so far...hehe. Ok thats all. SUMMER IS FREAKIN BORING. Kristie, u have to call so we can arrange movie. Right? hehe. Hope to see u all sooner or later! Hopefully a

2004-07-09T18:20:00.000-07:00

hi everybody! I think i need another layout soon. One that isn't so...boxy....geez, its so annoying at times. :P Anyways! Summer skool ended yesterday! now I am totally permitted to drive....when i turn 15 1/2....which is next april, hehe. AAAh i cannot wait. um...yea. Actually, today was one of the most boring summer days so far. I woke up around 10. Played guitar for around 1 hour (waking up my

2004-07-07T21:20:00.000-07:00

When we were young the future was so bright The old neighborhood was so alive And every kid on the whole damn street Was gonna make it big and not be beat Now the neighborhood's cracked and torn The kids are grown up but their lives are worn How can one little street Swallow so many lives Chances thrown Nothing's free Longing for what used to be Still it's hard Hard to see Fragile lives,

2004-06-28T21:34:00.000-07:00

[ ] 31 Things Guys Should Know About Girlz Written by a guy. After years of experience. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. Don't cheat on them. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mad. 3. Beware of every single male relative and

2004-06-25T17:46:00.000-07:00

hi....i come back from Seattle tomorrow. Yea..i hope i haven't missed to many drumline and band practices. Dunno how far behind I am with...yea. Not much to write about today. Just feeling a bit down cause she isn't talking to me. That...and something else.. Yea, thats all.... kk....post mebbe later

2004-06-22T22:44:00.000-07:00

yea...found this song online. Called "You raise me up" and it's by Josh Groben or something like that. Yea.. its a really moving song, and i thought it was a praise song! doesn't it sound like it??? Download it if you can. Don't buy cd cause rest of his songs are in irish or something..miss you all. I didn't get cut from the line right? STEVE??? cause other people were'nt there either...right?

2004-06-21T11:10:00.000-07:00

ok new skin...stupid old one had server overload...hehe. I like this one. But it took me forever to find out that it says "I raced against time" at the top. hehe...um...Seattle now still. Just came back from Canada...which was cool but boring. I think i've sent lyk 200 text mess on my cell..my dads gonna kill me.... Yea..come home this saturday. Can't wait to see all my friends. Then i have

2004-06-17T09:57:00.000-07:00

hi everybody! I'm in Seattle! WEEEEee! Long summer vacation thou...2 weeks! such a long time to spend away from home and friends! I miss you all!! Our flight here was at 5 o clock and we got here around 8. OMg...that was the most boring flight i've ever been on. My music player ran out of batteries like 30 minutes into the flight, so i had to sit around and read for 2 hours...i almost died... Oh

2004-06-07T17:56:00.000-07:00

yea... im bored so...found this on someone's blog...someone so special to me... [[---------------------------BASIC iNFO----------------------------]] [x] whats your name? pat [x] how old? 14 [x] siblings? 2 [x] their ages: 3, 10 (i think) [x] gender: guy [x] birthday: 10-24-89 [x] natiOnality: korean/chinese [x] Birthplace: CA [x] Location: fullerton [x] Eye Color: dark brown [x] Hair Color:

2004-06-02T17:36:00.000-07:00

yea....this song almost made me cry when i first heard it. Everything in parentheses is whispered by a baby girl...who lost her dad on 9/11. The rest..well, you can find out. Oh, and the song is only with piano and singing. It's actually really good... (It's been a year daddy I really really miss you Mommy says your safe now In a beautiful place called

2004-05-27T19:13:00.000-07:00

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions 02. I don't watch much TV these days 03. I love broccoli (only cooked chinese style) 04. I love sleeping (LOVE) 05. I have loads of books 06. I once slept in a toilet 07. I love playing video games 08. I adore marijuana 09. I watch porn movies 10. I watch "One Tree Hill" 11. I like sharks 12. I love spiders, I think they're adorable,

2004-05-27T19:02:00.000-07:00

Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you, for you Until the day I die I'll spill my heart for you As years go by I race the clock with you But if you died right now You know that I'd die to I'd die too You remind me of the times When I knew who I was (I was) But still the second hand will catch us Like it always does We'll make the same mistakes I'll take the fall for you I hope you

2004-05-26T18:55:00.000-07:00

yea...i came on ready to let out everything, but now i realize how hard it is. Part of me wants to tell everyone in the world about my sorrows. the other half wants to keep all my feelings to myself until i die. I don't noe what to do. School is becoming a drag. I wish it would end soon. That way, summer would come faster, and we could all go back to the life that was once so happy and carefree.

2004-05-25T17:31:00.000-07:00

yep. quizilla. good site. to the person who i got the site from....thanks.... Lonliness dominates you. You can hide it well, butits there, and your friends can see it. Youconstantly feel alone, and need to do things tofill your time. Your afraid to tell peoplethis, but sooner or later it gets out in a badway, and you think you screwed up everything.And when you are in love is when you are sadthe

2004-05-23T18:01:00.000-07:00

yea...the drumline party was awesome. Stayed the kirby's jacuzzi until lyk 2 in the morning, then went inside and watched movies until 4. Woke up at nine, so I feel sooo freakin dead right now. I ready to take a nap. *yawn* It was a good party anyways.... I wish I knew how to make you feel better...I know that you've been feeling really down lately, and I really wish I could help...but I won't

2004-05-18T21:00:00.001-07:00

found this at someone's blog. Thanks....makes me feel happy Heart of Gold What is Your Heart REALLY Made of? brought to you by Quizilla You're a Harp! What Type of Alcoholic Beverage Are You? brought to you by Quizilla

2004-05-16T21:19:00.000-07:00

Nobody on the road Nobody on the beach I feel it in the air The summer's out of reach Empty lake, empty streets The sun goes down alone I'm drivin' by your house Though I know you're not at home But I can see you- Your brown skin shinin' in the sun You got your hair combed back and your sunglasses on, baby And I can tell you my love for you will still be strong After the boys of summer have gone

2004-05-15T21:39:00.000-07:00

My wish's for next year....mebbe 30 things? give or take 1. I wish i was smart 2 I wish i was more funny 3. i wish i could get along with people better 4 I wish that life wasn't so difficult 5. I wish for better grades 6. I wish for more friends 7. I wish my life held more meaning 8. I wish i could tell you how i feel 9. I wish we could be friends forever 10. I wish school was more interesting

2004-05-10T21:06:00.000-07:00

aaaaah! blogger has redone itself! looks so high tech now! anyways, drumline championships yesterday. Our line got 2nd place, but I'm not complaining. I'm just glad that we did really well. (*poke* watch the video). Anyways, I got home around 12 at night, then realized i hadn't done any hw. Yup....up until lyk 3 doing it (cause i was reading and eating and homeworking and listening to music at

2004-05-05T21:09:00.000-07:00

omfg.....i want to install this game, and alll my dad has to do is put in his "password" thingy....he's not doing it.... He's blaming it on some stupid vacation....i noe thats so bs. He just doesn't want to install the game. Omg i hate him so much....sometimes....god...and when i ask him how long it will be until he's free, just says "a pretty long time," which means, "until you go to sleep and

2004-05-01T09:40:00.000-07:00

View From Heaven i'm just so tired wont you sing me to sleep and fly through my dreams so i can hitch a ride with you tonight and get away from this place have a new name and face i just aint the same without you in my life late night drives, all alone in my car i can't help but start singing lines from all our favorite songs and melodies in the air singing life just aint fair sometimes i still

2004-04-29T20:01:00.000-07:00

I look down at you upon the ground You sit and wail your sorrows to me Your tears fall down, no sound is made I listen as to you slowly breathe... I sit with you and feel your pain I listen to you, I know you will stay Don't know what to say at this moment right now Do I stay right here, or run away? I make up my mind, I know what to do I'll sit here and stay, my arm around you I'm not really

2004-04-28T17:35:00.000-07:00

aaaaaah god. I dunno y, but im just gonna let everything out now. (almost everything). I let it all out last night and it made me feel better. So I'll just do it here too. To the person who listened to me.....thx. oh yea. I'm gonna release A LOT here. There will so be swearing occasionally. If this offends u.....im sorry. Please stop reading now if u want to.... OK here i go. When I got to

2004-04-23T20:56:00.000-07:00

found this stuff online..... 1. In my neighborhood, there is an old hunch-backed lady, who, twice a week, walks two miles just to get her groceries. My best friend, while coming back from the supermarket, offered the old lady a ride to her house. The old lady agreed, and when they arrived, my friend discovered that her house was a little shack, dusty from years of not being up-kept, and there

2004-04-20T19:07:00.000-07:00

yea...i lyk this song....pretty melancholy (wow i just used such a big word 8D) yupyup.....lab 11 is annoying....o well....yea...here's the song...have a great day everyone.... I can't believe that your wasting your time Thought you could found your way back You heard my story but heard it all wrong Not me... Well, it's just so little, and I can see through you and know it will end. the

2004-04-18T18:22:00.000-07:00

yea...today was pretty good. Yesterday was awesome. I went to kristi's party around 12, then played laser tag...colin.....i hate u....XD. Then we went to kristi's house! haha kristi, your parents are so freakin kool. oh man, have another party real soon! YEa...so we watched titanic (one scene..hehehehehe) then watched drumline. yupyup. came home around 7, then had another party with more friends.

2004-04-15T20:11:00.000-07:00

ahah..today i went to the fullerton market in downtown. so awesome. There was a band there. All of the people playing were lyk 60 years old. Oh man, lead guitarist was a lady and she was actually really good. (hehe) o well. They have a the best terriyaki chicken there too. O my god...that was so good. Anyways, I woke up today and i realized i was already lyk. I was lyk...holy crap! yup....did

2004-04-14T19:28:00.000-07:00

yea...nothing really to post today...just kinda bored.....nothing else. oh, yea, but i failed math

2004-04-13T17:35:00.000-07:00

hm...new layout. Wanted to go for something bright and girly...don't noe y...just felt lyk it! XD skool was normal today...nothing ever changes around here....

2004-04-12T18:25:00.000-07:00

Face the Truth You take a look around. You don't like what you see. There's people you don't know. But you know they care. It's been so long since you've heard the hurting words. I care for you, and it's right this time. Forget your past, and see what is now. Even if you don't want to, you gotta face the truth. You gotta face the truth. You take a look around. You don't like what you

2004-04-06T20:28:00.000-07:00

lol wow.....been a while since i've posted. yea...spring break is so boring....omg I WANNA GO TO HAWAII!I miss all u guys so much! ahah....i better be going next year. Im gonna make my parents let me go! hm....today today...played computer for lyk 4 hours (yea...) then went to the mall. haha, i haven't been there for lyk 2 years. Anyways, I bought a new shirt! haha, i lyks it lots. Anyways,

2004-03-25T19:20:00.000-08:00

out on the road today i saw a black black sticker on a cadillac a little voice inside my head said don't look bak you can never look bak thought i knew what love was what did i noe those days are gone forever i should just let them go.... I can see you Your brown skin shining in the sun you got your hair pulled back and your smiling at everyone I can tell you, my love for you will still be

2004-03-24T19:02:00.000-08:00

.........wat am i doing? should i be here..... what will it be lyk tomorrow.... do i know how i feel towards you.... how will i get through the day tomorrow.... y am i lyk this.... y do i feel such pain.... will it ever get better.... i hope it does... i hope i can go on..... hehe....yea....bio test tomorrow. better go study. I already am down to lyk 80%....sigh....this week has been bad...and

2004-03-21T16:46:00.000-08:00

haha! bak from boy scouts! we stayed at this thingy for 2 whole days...god i felt so dirty when i got home...so....i took lyk a 2 hours shower. AAAAAh felt so good. um....yea. I caught lyk 30 bugs there! MWAHAHAHAHA im almost done wit the bug project. hm....i tried to pin this huge grasshopper. It was so disgusting.. I was lyk... OMFG! aaaaaaaaaaaah! so...hehe...i sorta put it bak in the jar.

2004-03-18T16:24:00.000-08:00

10th Grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called best friend. I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and i knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted

2004-03-08T18:29:00.000-08:00

Let Me Be With You (its mostly in japanese) Futari ga kitto deaeru youna mahou wo kakete ryoute wo sotto kasanate hora, hohoemukara hontou no kimochi kidzukanai furishite totsuzen futari koi ni ochitano Let me be with you Let me be with you Let me be with you Dakishimetaino.. Imamade zutto ienaimama kakushitetano Tsuyogatteru soredakenano mitsukedashite Machiawasemade atogofun

2004-03-07T16:54:00.000-08:00

here....im posting...this is my favorite song in the world. I'm gonna play it for battle of bands next year. Best of Me by: The Starting Line tell me what you thought about when you were gone and so alone the worst is over you can have the best of me we got older but we're still young we never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up here we lay again on two separate beds riding phone

2004-03-02T21:39:00.000-08:00

wow...its been forever since ive blogged...hehe......ok..just thought i'd write my poem from english class. It was for the poetry project thingy, and I think it's really....interesting?? My Last Dream By: Patrick Goh I watched a boy as he stood alone Upon the dirty ground; I watched him as he closed his eyes, He made no more or sound. Made his decision, then and there Without a second glance